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Saturday, November 8, 2014

Moving into November WITH a lot of pictures

Wednesday, November 05, 2014 @ 2:17 pm

Good afternoon.  This is us … I know it is relatively late in the day for us to start an entry, but I thought we could do a shorter one and catch us up in time a bit.  The last entry we wrote was about 3 weeks ago just after our 2nd grandson – Alex, was born.  YAY!  For HIM!!!  At the time, we were getting things ready for Austin to be here – our oldest Grandson.  We hadn’t seen our Granddaughters since that time, because Maury had made other reservations for them.  One of the weekends, he brought them for an overnight at his father’s place, and now this next weekend, Ame wanted to go to a Saturday overnight so she was going to do that and Maury was then going to check in on the girls during lunchtime.  I’m not sure if that isn’t going to be a regular thing.  We had talked to him this morning and still have mixed feelings about it.  But, just have to wait it out.  Maury’s birthday was during the time we’d been gone and we let him know we were looking forward to meeting him for his birthday after the fact, and he said maybe next week – depends on other things going on. 

Austin was totally terrific having over.  He was more apt to stay on his own computer with less talking time, but we did have one session that was really special.  Take a look at the ruler pieces below.  They are really colorful and were REALLY terrific to make with Austin – in that we were able to teach him so much and then learn back from his perspective to the content we were showing him.  It was taken from the recent Google Searches of our Mind Map.  The idea was that we could take any article from any of our sections and then we’d relay to him in an abbreviated manner what the piece was about, or what it meant to me as a studious Multiple.  So for example, I might talk about a Multiple who was jailed, or a student writing a paper on a Multiple, or about someone confounding an article – his or her own negative beliefs in something.  Then with Austin’s scale we would estimate it to come in anywhere from -1 to 10 with -1 being an abomination like the False Memory person Elisabeth Lofton to pretty much “Good Tier” above awesome.  We ranked about 50 articles and then we were able to sit back and really get a good look at the material.  We just left abbreviated titles for the articles read.  The articles (beside Lofton) at the bottom were related to death, criminal, mental institutions or then lesser things that assumed the people in the article had a greater pathway to replaying Negative conceptions on Multiplicity – like Dr. Phil was really down there.  Up toward the top were people and organizations doing great things to support people with Multiplicity and because we were having fun – we included our name/quote in the Wiktionary as very top of the line good things.

The time we had in developing the model was soooo much fun and interest it was just incredible.  Anything I could tell Austin about what was happening and about my or his conception of the rating scale was just gold.  I’d never had anyone spend that much time with me in actual relating to the content.  It was one of those most special times – you just never forget because of his generosity in time with things important to our own mind.  The ruler was important to him, and having it useable to me I think was also very good for him.  We both laughed and growled at the appropriate times.  I think his ability to pick-up the “bottom-line” to the data was just incredible.  (Remember click to make the pictures bigger!)





Saturday, November 8, 2014 @ 5:32 AM

BACK!  Wow that was a long 2-3 day break!  We got into some other stuff and left this part behind – that’s a little frustrating as to getting things done.  We just read over our material and discovered that we hadn’t even gotten up to the part of our Wiktionary … Oh lord – that is now some days/weeks ago.  This is what we were talking about.  Go down to the part under “English” that is a noun and on the 4th reference it says – “A single individual who has multiple personalities.” And then if you press the one for quotations, you WILL notice under 2010 the person that did the entry included our name, book and a sentence that we’d written in the book, so that WE are a part of describing what a “Multiple” is!  OMG … what an honor that was!  It says, “I had seen its first show when it was a freebie, but I thought it made multiples in general look silly – no one changes clothes THAT much!”  It was a comment I’d made in our introduction section talking briefly about the TV show “United States of Tara.”  I thought the comment perfect for the Wiktionary, though I had no part in getting it there.  Just extremely honored that someone had found the statement AND had included it in their thoughts.  WooHOO!!!



So that was that … for the record though – Austin thought it was kinda cool too.  Man oh Man impressing a teenager?  Worth all the gold in the treasury! 

So, thinking what else has happened?  As kind of a current note … we stopped by at Cari’s FB and found that she and Joe had had a tough night with Alex.  Our blessings go out to them … there’s nothing worse than not being able to figure out why a newborn is crying.  I think she is taking him to the doctor to see if it is colic or an ear infection.  Poor little guy … just hard to be new.  I know that Cari and Joe would have both worked with him and done their best and that really IS the best!  Hoping they all catch some good sleep though too.  God Bless them!

Figured if you hadn’t seen the Wiktionary, there are a few other things you haven’t seen yet too.  This is one of our new favorite pictures of Dakota …



Isn’t he terrific!??  His eyes are so steady and trustworthy – just loving this dog to pieces and as of now – he’s gone through 5 weeks without pooping in the house … although in an emergency we’re sure he’d do it, I think pretty much we got this down!  I’m not as sure about the peeing part … we had one accident here with the cat several weeks ago and we had one incident at Cari and Joe’s, but now the baby is almost a month old – so it’s been a while AND we’ve been traveling and we didn’t have any incidents there!  YAY!!!

I guess we might as well skip ahead to that situation.  Last weekend – well a LONG weekend, we went to Rich’s daughter and SIL’s house in New Mexico.  WOW!  What a trip!  We left on Thursday, got there Friday, left on Monday and got home Tuesday and now its Saturday again.  It was really really nice to see Jill and Chris and Natty and their animals.  It seemed a big deal part of the trip that Dakota was there with their two dogs and two cats – especially the dogs.  The big store was the relationship between Wrigley and Dakota.  Their other dog was older and barked at Dakota, but didn’t really relate to him much.  She did accept him in their pack, but she left him alone.  Wrigley and Dakota had like two relationships one positive and one NOT as positive.  Wrigley snapped at Dakota a few times, we think mostly when she was around food.  She got a little possessive, BUT the other times, they got on really well.  Dakota would lean down on his elbows in the play position and Wrigley and him would play and play as if there wasn’t a huge size difference between them.  I think Wrigley’s plan of attack was to go for Dakota’s ankles and then Dakota would nudge Wrigley and push him on his back.  It wasn’t serious stuff just really good playing and anytime your dog gets along with someone else’s dog to that degree it’s just really nice.

There were a few other things going on – like we got there on Halloween so got to watch Chris finish up with his decorations – and then later take them down so he’d be ready for a business trip he was taking Sunday.  AND, the “big event” was that we were to have an early Thanksgiving while we were down.  That was Rich’s idea and he’d prepared for it.  He did what was necessary to prepare stuffing and he helped Jillian with the turkey.  All the other stuff Jillian did and she did a fantastic job!  Rich played out the part he loves most as supervisor, and I was just an observer.  Rich let me use his computer most of the weekend and that was a good deal for me.  I was able to sit and talk and be with people, but I didn’t get in their way either if they moved on to something else … there was always something for me to do – and we worked on our Google Searches which didn’t take as much concentration.  We were worried before we left that we’d be able to step away from the work, but we did really good and didn’t open Rich’s computer OR Kindles either going or coming back. 

But, as to Thanksgiving, Jillian had invited her best friend H and his wife Kathy over to share the Thanksgiving dinner so there were seven of us.  They had a really cool table and chairs that were higher, so it felt different as if at someplace fancy.  The conversations were good at the dinner and throughout the weekend.  It was just a pleasure to be there, AND Jillian and Chris decided that we should even with our protest, give us their room and master bath while we were there.  OMG it was like being treated like royalty.  They have a brand new house they’ve been in since February and we’d not seen it for real yet.  It was very nice and comfortable and included this very nice rock garden and patio set out back for people AND the dogs.  There were dogs on either side of their house, and they had a tall built-up fence, but the dogs next door to the one side were bigger and could jump REALLY high to see over the other side, which they wanted to do – especially with having a new dog visitor drop by.  Dakota got really excited to see them too!  Heheh.

There was one part where Rich and Jillian went out shopping and they got a few things.  Part of Sunday was watching the ball games, so we got to have a little time with Natty.  By that time, we were given the option of sitting in the main rocker/recliner and it was really nice too!  They had brought in for me one of the wrought iron chairs from the patio so we could sit in something a little more comfortable an when we sat to do the computer in the living room while all the others were watching football, we were able to use the lawn chair to put up our feet.  I felt so cozy AND there were plenty of leftovers between Halloween and Thanksgiving to keep EVERYone happy!  WooHOO!

The trip down there and back was pretty nice too – one each trip we stayed overnight at a hotel.  The first time in Oklahoma and the second time it was Missouri.  Hmm, not sure now was it Oklahoma or Texas?  Thinking it was Texas.  The conversations and such during the trip were pretty good – not sparkly, but we felt comfortable in the car with Rich and there was a lot of scenery we were interested in seeing.  There was two bad conversations that were about the same thing.  Basically, we wanted to take Maury out to dinner and Rich was saying no, because we were giving him a cash gift.  Of course that was going to make me upset and then other things got involved – though relatively focused.  The first time I think we shut down for two hours, and the second time on the way home – last hour we shut down for about an hour.  There’s no conclusion yet, but I know our heads have filled-up with more arguments toward.  And, the bottom line is that I will just take Maury by myself.  I think we all deserve some time out.  In all the 1 ½ years living at the new house, we haven’t gone out with him ONCE!  BLAH!

Anyway … it wasn’t as much going out as I think Rich and us working through what was fair financially between us and all 6 of our kids.  NO ONE asks us for money, so it’s not that – I don’t know just complicated a bit.

ANYway – that was the only sore spot, and I guess after spending 2700 miles or 45 hours in the car together, we were good for ONE problem!

Something that wasn’t a problem though?  Dakota was the best traveling dog ever!  It got worked out so that every time we needed to stop for a break/gas, or whatever, I would go to the bathroom first, and then Rich would fill the car, then I’d come back and he would drive the car to a grassy/stone area, and then we would put Dakota on a long leash so he could go to the bathroom, and then Rich would go while I was doing that with the dog.  Then we’d be on our merry way.  I didn’t know that it could work out so smooth, but Dakota was a champion and seemed to know where he was in the pecking order, and that when we stopped it was time for his nose to get going to smell the new area – he was having the best time.  AND, when the car slowed down to 45 mph or slower, we’d ask Rich to roll down Dakota’s window and Dakota would stick his long snout out the space and just snort up the small towns we were going through.  Otherwise?  If we weren’t slowed down – then MOST of the time Dakota was sleeping.  We did have this one thing so that if I put my hand back of our neck toward Dakota’s space in the back, then within seconds his warm muzzle was put inside my hand and I felt the warmest glow!  Rich had put in the back seat – on the seat down side (elevated) his doggie bed (from his crate) and he slept either there, or on the double side of the seat that was still put up.  It was like an L and enabled him to get up and move a bit.

The rest of the car was filled, but not so bad it was a problem.  We did bring our walker, but never left Jill’s house so didn’t have to use it.  Because Rich pulled the SUV over for the dog, we could hold onto his leash while we were sitting down on the front seat with our legs out overlooking Dakota’s area.  It was a really great situation.  Dakota did have a very high jump to get from outside to up on his dog bed side (with the back of the seat down), but he managed pretty good and the times he didn’t jump up straight away, we gave him a little nudge.  There was no whining or pacing or anything like that … It was like he knew his position was to sleep, let me pet him, get in his air, OR go to the bathroom, and the bathroom part carried over, so that he seemed to understand when we went to Dr. Marvin’s and I let him out next to a tree – he knew then what I wanted him to do … It’s a bit of a trick, because when he’s got his vest on and is taking care of walking me, he can’t be smelling to go to the bathroom, but when it is time and we present the tree or whatever, he has to know its his time, AND he’s doing a pretty gosh darn good job of it!

I really think that the conversation was fine, but not much in-depth.  There was a lot more conversation on the here and now part of especially the scenery we were going through.  That was very relaxing.  I think that pretty much wraps things up there … I’d do the whole trip again in a minute!  Jillian and Chris and Natty were just that good of hosts!

Before the trip was kind of a rush.  We had to leave like 5:15 am Thursday morning, so the car had to be packed Wednesday night.  Monday was Rich and our 20th anniversary, so there wasn’t any work that got done that day.  We did start to pull together a list of all the things that had to be done before we could feel comfortable leaving.  For our anniversary, we went out to a new restaurant though we hadn’t known until going there that that was where we were going.  We knew that we had to meet Rich at the brakes place to get his done and while it was happening we’d be at a restaurant.  We ended up in the new Italian restaurant in town.  We of course had Dakota there and he’d done a very good job, but the restaurant was otherwise pretty empty.  The nice part?  The costs were about right and the meal was excellent.  We had shrimp primavera and it was the best I’d ever had – a very good sauce and the shrimp were done just right.  We were too full to have a dessert and we were driving home from the brake place in our car so Rich could drive his SUV so we didn’t have a drink, but OTHERWISE it was good and the waitress was very nice.  It was a special night!

The next two days though we had to make-up for the sacrifice of not getting ready during our anniversary day.  We had problems because we didn’t want to leave our work on the computer with the mind map.  We also had problems in not wanting to go to Dr. Marvin’s because we had so much work to do.  So, it was arranged that we only had a 15 minute call.  We had that opportunity on Thursday too while we were driving, but Rich let us drive a couple hours each way and it ended up being our turn when Dr. Marvin called, so we missed the opportunity.  Then we had about an hour back – right before the second argument with Rich to talk to him about another 15 minutes.  NEEDLESS to say that when we had the opportunity to go in on this last Thursday, we made it to the appointment.

What helped the most was that we made ourselves a few checklists before we got to doing much moving about.  This is what they looked like.



Hehehe – well, yes, we can have fun with a checklist!  We printed one out and started crossing through things manually especially with the packing list.  Most of the packing list happened on Wednesday because Tuesday a good part of the work was washing clothes and steaming them – WHILE we were watching Utopia.  Hmm, haven’t watched the show since we’ve been back.  Do we want to?  Not sure, but it IS a good thing to be doing while steaming clothes.  We brought our operation out here by the desk – wait – I got a picture!



Yup yup … ann’s Laundry *sigh*

Anyway washing, drying, folding, steaming was done on Tuesday and one last load on Wednesday of Tuesdays clothes, but we were behind on Tuesday, so it seemed to take a long time.  There was a lot to get done before we left – and I think everything made it, BUT the vacuuming.  No one’s perfect!

So that is pretty much it for the pre-trip too!

Have to touch back with FB to see what else was happening Hehehe.

Let’s see … for one, we’ve been doing a better job of getting Dakota out for his walk, which means WE’VE been doing better getting US out for a walk.  You are going to get our full picture show now Hehehe.  This is Dakota in his “walk world.” 



Nothing walkwise would be happening if it weren’t for the old scooter my mother gave us.  It is the most fantastic gift of the year.  We are trying a new arrangement of our medicine so we get it at 7 am, 11:30 am, 3:30 pm, and 7 pm.  SO the next part is that we’re trying to get Dakota out for when we stop for the middle two medication times so somewhere between 11-11:30 am AN 3-3:30 pm, he is going for a walk.  AND, when we go out, we’re trying to cover two blocks each time.  SO while the weather is still dry, Dakota is walking about 1 mile each day AND he LOVES it!  He’s quite happy to be out and moving, and he seems to enjoy listening to all the other dogs on the block.  Good boy!  We’re also being very specific in that he goes to the bathroom before he leaves, so the walking is just that – a nice brisk walk.  We do think he’d go faster, but the scooter is only 4 mph.  We’re both managing!

The next picture is what has happened out our windows … Fall is happening all over the place … that means two things.  First there are a lot of leaves about and second – the corn is now down – wait got pictures of both!  Well, actually we have about a half a dozen pictures.  You DO know we’ve been off-blogging for a bit now, right?  Couldn’t help but to squeeze in a couple fall pictures 2014 of our new Grandson too!  Ok, well truth be told had to get in pictures of ALL my Grandchildren … In the larger Halloween picture Ame and Isa are in the back row in the 6th and 9th (end) positions.  Austin?  He’s the first one to the left in the Award picture – So gosh darn proud of all of them.  Happy Happy to be a Grandma!  AND, now ALL three of our sons have kids.  They did well!  Happiest Fall!










Ok, back again … I know a LOT of pictures, right?  We’re watching the kids FB entries carefully to make sure we don’t miss anything.  We are still behind on Maury’s birthday, but hoping to catch-up this next week … hmm, hoping we’re on the right weeks!  Weekend has jumped upon us pretty quickly this time because of the extended trip this last week.  Did want to say too that the corn pictures were pretty darn cool too because they are taken from Rich and us sitting on our front patio just looking across the yard.  It’s like a show made for just us!  AND, a special Congrats goes out to Austin for having won his high school’s Outstanding Student Award from the Social Studies Department – ESPECIALLY as a freshman first quarter.  When you look at the other departments it seems most are won by Senior Students … Austin is just that smart!  Congrats Austin!
Ahh just been such a great fall this year … AND?  Rich might want to take one more trip.  He’s thinking of going out toward the east coast to see his Aunt and Uncle soon.  It would be nice to do it for Thanksgiving, but I think that would mean Rich has to make a commitment soon and see if it is possible for his Aunt and Uncle.  I’d love to do the trip – we’ll just have to see how things shake out.

Another thing that has just happened this week is that we’ve had people over to help us change up some of the windows in our house – hopefully before winter sets in formally.  Eleven of the sixteen have to be replaced and it’s going to cost about $5,400 through Home Depot.  We had to take out a credit card, but will have two years to pay at 0% interest, so we’re hoping that that is going to be ok … it puts things officially at cost/labor of each window just under $500.  It’s a lot, but hopefully we’ll see some of the energy efficiency right away.  The windows are really needy of being done.  Rich also got the front stair done over the time we were away … The repair guy showed us the screws and how badly rusted they were and he had to do a little build-up of the stairs ALONG with reinforcing the bottom step.  I’m really glad he got it done, but it cost $120 and he said he couldn’t do any more outside work for the year.  Rich is still thinking he can paint the boards and reinforce the airway under the sunroom so we don’t get such an up wind from that direction.  I think it looks terrible so am against it, but understand what he’s trying to do.  These jobs could have been done pre-winter, but that’s not really Rich’s style *sigh* the windows should be ready to go in about a month from now – into December.  I really like the idea that we’re putting money into the place to make it a better house.  First roof, then windows, PLUS a few little things … we should be good to go and on to the next chore on the list ;)

Ahh back … we just finished talking to Linda … she’s going to take a class this afternoon – good for her!  This next week she will be going to a quilting retreat – the one we used to go to.  Want no part of all that though! 

We used the washroom – and got the dog out and fed him and ourselves too.  It was an all-purpose trip!  Rich has been up for a couple of fishing shows now … think he’s in happyland … BUT feel sorry if he really does want to go outside today it is chilly out there and we’re supposed to be getting an arctic blast this week – about mid-way.  Won’t want any part of that … hope we’ll be able to get outside, but read an article on winter and dogs.  Some are using the boots, but they suggested using baby wipes on feet – not booted to get the salt off the bottom.  That is the bad part because it sometimes burns.  Think that’s what we’ll be doing.  If dogs have been moving through life for thousands of years, don’t see it important that all of a sudden on our shift, we have to put annoying little boots on him.  He’s just not left out that long.

I think the one main thing to talk about is the work that we’ve been doing on the mind map.  This is the area that we’ve put the most thought and attention into.  As you know that our Multiples mind map is broken into sections an that we’ve been trying to build them up.  I think last time we talked about doing PubMed journal abstracts and we’d done a section from Amazon of about 450 books on Multiplicity.  In the PubMed abstracts, we’ve been getting it better and better so that the entries get the most use out of them, which really means doing a lot of reading.  We have been reading EVERY abstract, and then from there usually making about 5-7 connections back to other sections of our outline, so that something that fell out of dissociate Disorders – might be DID (dissociative identity disorder), but then it might also be a title like

“Spirituality, religion and complex developmental trauma (2014, Sep 29), so along with DID it’s also in sections for “Attachment Theory,” “Children and adolescents,” “complex developmental trauma,” and “spirituality/religion.” And then, from that title going down we get how the abstract reviewed five domains that influence survivor’s ability to develop a sense of faith, positive identity and hope and they assessed how the trauma affected developmental trajectories.  Lastly of course, we included links to the author’s names and the information that came with that listing so this would be the listing for the above entry.

Nov 06, 2014 08:19 PM

Spirituality, religion, and complex developmental trauma. 
Author: Van Deusen, Stephanie 1 ; Courtois, Christine A. 2 1 STAGES Counseling Center, Lancaster, PA, US2Private Practice, Washington, DC, US
ProQuest document link
Abstract (English):  The purpose of this chapter is to describe the effects of multiple, repetitive traumas occurring primarily over the course of childhood on an individual’s spiritual development. We begin by describing the effects of complex trauma, with a focus on spiritual problems stemming from trauma of this type. Then, using the lens of the work of Erik Erikson and James Fowler, we provide a developmental framework to set out a number of identifiable steps leading to healthy faith development. With a fixed developmental trajectory in place, we are able to assess how and when experiences of complex trauma affect standard developmental trajectories. We review how the five primary domains of complex posttraumatic stress disorder (CPTSD) influence a survivor’s ability to develop a healthy sense of faith that fosters positive identity and hope. We present the case of a client with dissociative identity disorder, including some of her artwork and writings, to illustrate how extreme emotional dysregulation and trauma-related expectations of relationships affect spirituality, attachment to God, and faith development. Finally, this chapter highlights specific strategies for integrating issues of spirituality into each of the three main phases of treatment for CPTSD. (PsycINFO Database Record (c) 2014 APA, all rights reserved)(chapter)

Links: Check for full text access
Subject: Early Experience (major); Religion (major); Spirituality (major); Trauma (major); Faith (major); Childhood Development; Dissociative Identity Disorder;
Classification: 3200: Psychological & Physical Disorders;  3310: Psychotherapy & Psychotherapeutic Counseling
Population: Human
Identifier (keyword): spirituality religion complex developmental trauma repetitive childhood trauma dissociative identity disorder faith
Target audience: Psychology: Professional & Research
Monograph title: Spiritually oriented psychotherapy for trauma.
Pages: 29-54
Publication date: 2015
Format covered: Print
Publisher: American Psychological Association ( Washington ,   DC ,  US )
ISBN: 1433818167, 9781433818165, 1433818175, 9781433818172
Language: English
Document type: Chapter, Edited Book, Book
Number of references: 34
DOI: http://dx.doi.org/10.1037/14500-003
Release date: 29 Sep 2014 (PsycINFO);
13 Oct 2014 (PsycBOOKS);
Correction date: 13 Oct 2014 (PsycINFO);
Accession number: 2014-22343-003
ProQuest document ID: 1606005080
Document URL: http://proxy.cc.uic.edu/login?url=http://search.proquest.com/docview/1606005080?accountid=14552
Database: PsycINFO

Does that make more sense?  The main part though is understanding the abstract, or sometimes if the entry refers to a book, it is a good idea to sense out the table of contents to see what the author(s) are trying to focus on.  Our areas are broken down to:
1.       Life Span and population served
2.       Assessment and diagnostic
3.       Theory
4.       Brain, Mind and Mental
5.       Emotional
6.       Behavior
7.       Prevention & Intervention
8.       Medical
9.       Psychiatric Disorders
10.   Pharmaceutical
11.   Treatment & Support
12.   Conclusion
This is not to say that more categories won’t be added after this, but that each of these categories have sub-categories and sometimes it’s really drilled down, but the end point is being able to include the articles where they go … here we’ll show you … This next picture is on 9. Psychiatric Disorders


 



You can pretty much see that the 1rst picture outlines the different kinds of Psychiatric disorders, and then the 2nd picture outlines the different kind of dissociative disorders, and then in the 3rd picture we have an outline of DID with all the articles falling under that precisely, then that moves aside when we choose one of the articles, and we have the article connected to all 6 authors, the cascading thought that DID patterns states were tested with a pet scan using a neurobiological model, and that on top of the article we listed the 6 categories we felt the article fell under – DID, emotional over/undermodulation, Etiology, identity states, Neurobiological Model and PET study.  Then when we go to for example the Etiology link, we find that its under the diagnostic link under assessments and that we have several other kinds of assessments made for example …



There is soooo much information in this particular mind map – it’s really quite amazing.  I don’t know if we’ve been able to make a good declarative statement on what someone utilizing the mind maps might find.  I guess we feel that there is so much information out there on Multiplicity and some of it is good and helpful and some is absolutely terrible.  Our purpose is to organize it so that people can understand it from the perspectives of the highest practitioners, to the most ignorant questioner wondering if Multiplicity is real. 

One of the things that happened this week is that Dr. Marvin accessed his psychinfo database at UIC which is similar to the pubmed – except it is not through the government, it is put together by the APA (American Psychological Association).  We have unused connections to the APA (American Psychiatric Association) – though the psychiatric one isn’t nearly as large.  Psychinfo comes with less biological inferences then PubMed.  The bottom line though is there is about 3,300 DID articles/abstracts in PubMed and about 2,500 articles/abstracts in Psychinfo.  My ideal is to go through all 5,800 articles/abstracts and really work out an outstanding mind map – and this is just one section though it is a major section.  An ideal day would be to process 30-50 articles so would take about 145 days IF we could do that many days straight through … nothing is that easy, but if we could do those 145 over the course of a year, I would feel fantastic … that is an average of 16 articles a day – that’s a good goal to shoot for.  We’d have to be very prosperous!

We’d be able to do more, but there are other databases we’re working with.  I think we told you this stuff last time.  The section we’re working on the hardest is through the google searches.  Between the Psychinfo and Pubmed the data goes back all the way to 1904, though the majority really starts in the late 60’s.  As to the Google search though the data is newer … it is stuff published day in and day out on the internet, and since it was something we had to do personally, we only started as far back as 2010, BUT 4 years of special data is just that.  I can’t imagine that anyone else has thought to do the same thing.  Even if they started today, we’d be that much more in advance, plus having the other databases.



This mind map picture is about Multiples in the google search that are sure about their multiplicity, just thinking out loud about general hard things, especially through feelings of being in personal crisis.  So by the time someone happens to come by that area and drill down to the current 8 articles/thoughts, there might be something in the map that they can identify with.
I randomly chose the 4th entry and this is then what the body of that entry says …

Oct 23, 2014 12:22 PM

http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Have-Dissociative-Identity-Disorder/4929309

I live in this physical world that's just so-so and nothing fantastic ever happens, nothing exciting, everything just feels flat. I have my manic days or weeks where I feel ok and then ultra depressive weeks or months where I just want to bury myself.

Then I'll wake up one morning still in this physical world, but my mind is flooded with memories and/or thoughts about another world. I remember horrible things I've done and had done to me, but they never really happened. I try to push the thoughts away, but over days they just get stronger.

Then I wake up and I have become the person who remembered the horrors, only now I'm stuck in this god forsaken physical world where everything is far worse than the horrors I remember inside.

(Continue...)

I wish I could fall asleep and go to the place I really belong.

I'm trapped inside a body not my own.

I'm living the ultimate nightmare. A horror story where I can't fight back against my physical attackers because I would go to jail. Just once I would love to snap and really make it count.

It's like being tied down with no defenses, or alive but comatose. I'm claustrophobic...this is hell.

I'm alive...but I never truly get to live

10-3-14 DID Google Search

I Have Dissociative Identity Disorder
Experience Project
Being DID and : A true, personal story from the experience, I Have Dissociative Identity Disorder. Being DID and BiPolar feels like this to me.
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Hi hi … we’re back … this particular entry is linked to the “Experience Project” on October 3, 2014 and because it’s a link – the reader can go back to the original entry and read the complete entry.  When things read (Continue…) you know there is more being said then was copied.  We usually just take the highlights. In most entries you link back to there is a comment section so people who come across can read and possibly identify with the questions/answers presented, or they can leave their questions/answers and become part of what I’ve always considered to be “The Great Conversation.” 

I guess that’s basically the way it works.  No one should have to be out there on their own, or be out there with limiting information.  I really want our site to become a place to learn.  I guess my own part – since everything I’m collecting has been written and usually commented on by others, my part is just pulling together the data out there through categorizing and being able to pull together searches within the map …

For example, we pulled out a keyword from the above … Using the word, “Defense” we came up with 6 strong leads – where the word is in the title, and then the report will pull the next top 100 leads according to the strength of their algorthythm Score.



This is the original sentence, “It's like being tied down with no defenses, or alive but comatose. I'm claustrophobic...this is hell.”

The first researchable title takes defense to be part of the dissociative structure or self-state, the second is using defense as an excuse as a Multiple to avoid prison time, the third talks about dissociation as an intra-psychic defense, the fourth talks about an animal defense within dissociation, the fifth is from an online mental health publication that talks about symptoms of DID as defenses against “hard” impulses, and then the last one goes back to using the word as a legal argument to avoid criminal behavioral consequences.  Then looking at a few pages of the lesser articles, we find that there are quite a few at the top talking of legally not being responsible for crimes due to the “disorder” of being multiple.  One of the links though is through Ferenczi’s concept of the victim identifying with the aggressor (sexual abuse) and understanding that dissociative structure … it is an interesting concept because it goes on to say, “While identification with the aggressor begins as an automatic organismic process, with repeated activation and use, gradually it becomes a defensive process.”  It is kinda funny to think now that in relationship so far of the above, dissociative separation from an abuser becomes a tool, that in the legal sense using that same tool (that the victim [whose become abusive]) wants a dissociative separation from other selves – the abusive parts.  AND, because it is not only legally crazy to have this tool, it is also part of the crazy process to have been a victim in the distant past of ones’ other selves – and now the legal system one needs to face being imprisoned instead of receiving psychiatric help.  I think that is the legal questioned being pressed. The “tool” of dissociating is the dissociative’s “dissociative structure.”  The self-state is the identity up front at any given time.  By being intra-psychic, the tool or defense seems inaccessible to the individuals involved within one system – it is that which goes between them – we happen to call this “Marie.”  She to us is our unconscious that switches us when necessary – without our consciousness – though after one’s done something wrong at least one of the many individual parts – most likely knows he’s done something wrong, just the argument is that the other parts might have been unwilling or unknowing participants and without them being able to make a conscious choice, shouldn’t be held responsible?  The animal defensive system makes sense as to it being a type of flight or fight instinct that is more animalistic.  I would imagine that a “hard” impulse would be like the part who struck out and did damage up to killing someone else.  I could imagine that as a symptom of DID one could mentally escape and that escape is a defense to protect from a damaging other, but the ‘hard” impulse would mean does one take the suffering caused by another – or strike back – little confusion there as to which is the real “Hard” part – to stand suffering or to cause hard damage to other, all of which could be considered on a continuum between ordered and disordered.  We have to assume the victim is the “ordered” part and the abuser represents “disorder.”  To fight/flight the abuser’s disorder, the victim matches disorder – not wanting to bleed out his more ordered self.  In this respect it is an automatic organismic process repeated in identifying with the aggressor to protect one’s innocence.  In the case of trial … one could possibly strike an abuser because the abuser has struck the victim – and the victim’s matching force to force – but then there is the part of accountability.  Out of the role of being the one who is struck – whether or not the other deserved it, there still has to be culpability.  When the Victim steps back and is no longer identifying with the abuser, is he less guilty with less association to the event in question?  In a sense his attacker part – protected the parts that could be hurt.  Right to protect oneself?  Yes?  What happens though when the attacker/victim attacks someone not being abusive … like a defenseless child?  He is no longer protecting him/herself.  People with bad motives have bad motives and I still think they have to follow the justice system.  I think all prisoners have some element of insanity, but not all who are “insane” – those with psychiatric disabilities are harmful in need of punishment or REALLY insane.  Later we’ll have to think through moments of psychosis, but not now.  Ok, now we’re like really far down the line in this questioning of the word defense … better try to wrap it up – though I have to admit this is a bit of a mental discussion worthy of being held in our head.  Hmm, another link – have to think through of defensive fight, flight OR avoidance … which is other kinds of flight?  This is another interesting play on words – and without going to read the entire sentence, we’re looking at the terms psychic conflict, distress, and defense … BEAUTY!  Explains the above … something bad happens (conflict), the situation feels bad (distress), and then the body/mind tries to protect itself (defense) … looking again at the two-sided picture conflict can be directed from another, or self-directed.  I could not know how to handle pressure – like child crying which is then conflict – although child crying is not wrong/bad, but the sound could be conceived as bad (distressing), so the previous victim worked up to his/her extreme could damage the child.  Someone might say, not in its right mind, but without better defenses (coming from the viewpoint of the angry protector part) someone could be hurt.  Is everyone within the multiple system guilty?  Going back to the beginning “tied down with no defenses.”  Tied down meaning none personally, but wearing a big protector part with murderous defenses? Or because of not having self-protective defenses from the part of a victim part – they would be going through the distress part ... without being able to change the scenario – no defense other to then switch … but to an angry part? The part that fights and not flights?  Thinking the 2nd original thought of being alive, but comatose – again feeling but no protection … this is so much like what is said to be the original abuses ... Small young children do not have the wherewithal to fight abusive force – especially from family (supposed love) members. And after reading another lead – if I know all the parts am I integrated or no longer multiple … Think you would still be Multiple just more conscious, and thus more responsible, but not necessarily integrated – each part holding full personal strengths and weaknesses, but all responsible to hold a bottom – safe line. Another line – “in our defense leads can only help them when they are ready.” It seems as to being a Multiple one could ask who would be ready – victim multiple or attacker multiple – who helps who?  Both parts would have to accept the reality of helping each other so the victim gains more of the attacker’s strength where the attacker gains some of the victim’s charity. Both have to be ready to be more like smaller extremes of themselves and include the other in their realm of potential self – most likely without the consistency that others have at their realms of self-control – they have to help each other become the better person – with no actual mind yet to the more obvious abuser except to say all human beings deserve “love.”  Ok, really reaching back to our Christian roots here, but we’ll move on for the sake of argument.  Plural Activism says, ““The Power of Many” … nothing more, nothing less.  Not merely a diagnosis.  Not a pathological disorder, and not always a defense.”  I believe them to be right.  Human beings should always strive for self-care and responsibility, ok and to love one another – whether internal or external.  Interesting another defense mechanism – what about repression – forcing something internal down – I guess it be a part of avoidance or flight still.  Being traumatically overwhelmed – would think that’s part of again being distressed – helpless to an attack internal or external.  Hmm, not using dissociative defenses means being in real time and not accepting the inability to properly function.  The skeptics call lack of wherewithal – a manipulative maneuver.  Maybe though it is not having the appropriate person to help one develop, grow to an understanding of a better self.  Another flight defense would be amnesia – that has to be worked through like another force to avoid the distress. 

Ok, worked things through to about 50 deep – we were at a 2% score level as to things being weighted toward the word defense and we’re not sure how all that works.  Maybe it’s a matter of how far it is buried in the article material we were accessing.  I think the next part is that we have to breath – maybe take our medicine and get our tomato sandwiches and go to the washroom, and THEN maybe take another look at what we’ve been going on and on about.  What just happened through our mental processes?  Was there any headway of understanding made?  Think we’re up to loosely that people have to be responsible for their own learning processes, but frustrated that without assistance whether it be teachers, therapists or close relationships – how much responsibility for doing what you are supposed to be doing as a human … Like is it the same for a person who can go from A to M mentally to be held the same line of accountability as someone who inertly can go only from A to C?  You know general questions?  BRB

Hi hi … we’re back again … it is already about 4 pm.  We took a pretty big break after the last thoughts … we posted them on FB and with the Plural Activism group.  Rhymer was kind enough to respond back that they made some sense.  I’m grateful that she was able to read it.  I think looking at it later I feel there were errors of logic made, but some of it is good so we’ll go with it for now.  It took a lot out of us to be thinking like this.  After we posted, we laid on the couch and petted Dakota for a while until we fell asleep.  Good dog!  Now he is out in the sunroom waiting for Rich to come back.  Rich left to visit his mother, and we picked up in the kitchen so that it would be ready when he came home to make spaghetti.  I’m thinking now maybe I should take a quick shower?  Haven’t done that for the day and figuring that we’re about due.  Always nice to cuddle with Rich knowing we’re at our best J  WELL, just in case we do something like that!

Ahh we’re all done with that!  AND, when we got out of the shower we saw that Rich got home.  He’s still working out in the garage.  He said that he cleaned it today, but we’re still in pajamas so figured we could see it tomorrow instead.  Close enough.  He says everything is put away by area – but we heard there was no Ann area out there so then we weren’t real happy about that.  BUT, he has been busy today.

I think we’re going to end for the day – it’s about 4:20 pm and we’ve got a lot of cutting and pasting to get all the pictures from this entry from Word to the blog.  Maybe we’ll add something in the end, but I’m pretty sure we’ve covered our productive time during the day.  THOUGH we haven’t been working on our mind map directly since this morning … I think for the majority of the day from 5 am to now we’ve been pretty busy.  Ok, there WAS that nice nap in the middle of the afternoon – so that part was good too, but lets see now how we do with loading all those pictures!

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Saturday, October 18, 2014

Really Getting into the Mind Map AND New Grandma in the house!

Friday, October 17, 2014 @ 9:10 AM


Just another cute shot of our dog – this one was taken AFTER Lady and Max left – Dakota was pretty tired!

Good Morning, this is us.  It’s a Friday which seems a good day to write, and it seems like it’s been a while.  Hmm, let me check.  Yeeks!  We posted an article on the 8th and then a real one on the 5th.  SOOOO it seems like it’s been a GREAT while!  The one on the 8th was about the medications, and the one on the 5th was the last day we had all the dogs here for the week.  I’m not sure how well we’re going to do tracing back time.  It’s about two weeks for those not wanting to calculate.  Maybe we can be helped with an out from FB?

Let’s see first thing is that Austin is coming over tonight –


This is a little catch-up as to how he’s looking!  Laura said he’s about 7’ tall.  We’re figuring this is a bit of an exaggeration, but he certainly does look like he’s got long legs!

As a side note Thom has called from Japan again and seems to be doing well.  There’s of course a girl in the picture and he’s getting back into physical shape.  He seems to have let that go.  And, he’s coming into his annual review.  I think if he does good in this one – he’ll be good to go for an entire lifetime of security working for the government.  He did really well at 6 months and they’ve given him more work on an especially large project of moving one air base to his – think Okinawa?  I’m not sure now, but he’s doing exemplar J  That’s our Thom report.

Rich will be picking up Austin about 3:30 pm so we’re thinking they’ll be back here about 5 pm and I saw that Rich put out hamburgers.  SO all that’s good.  PLUS, I think he’s stopping off before picking up Austin to doing some grocery shopping.  I can never sing the praises of Rich well enough.  He’s my SUPER FRIEND!!!

Mike will be coming on Sunday to pick up Austin.  I wish we’d have something special to do with him, but not figuring on anything at the moment.  Hmm, just looking at the movies.  Only two we would see with him might be too light for him.  One would be the Book of Life and the other would be Alexander and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day.  I wonder if either of those would interest him.  I’d prefer the second one, but we’ll have to run it past Rich first and then Austin.  It would be something to do on Saturday.  All the others are way too dark for me, or too mushy for the guys.

So that’s THIS Weekend!

Last weekend, we had the girls and their two dogs.  Those are always great weekends too.  We didn’t do anything, but Rich has been fishing the last two weekends, and Maury took our car again.  We’re going to need talking to him about the amount of gas he’s spending since it’s going on our card.  I agreed to having him fill it up before he left, because I’d run it down, but then after that, Rich said he filled it up again and there was $25 and then $31? Put in it … I did get it back with a full tank, but Rich is saying its too much.  I don’t know if those are the charges – then $25 was not filling it up because it was way low and $31 is fair – I don’t want to check the miles, but we will talk about it.

The girls did great though.  We did claim our space in front of the computer and for a little bit we were into watching Utopia – and saw the Utopia wedding with Isa.  It was nice, but during the rest of the weekend and since, it has seemed like too much noise.  That could change of course with the parts – just Isa had the TV on and it was … too much.  Ame was in their room a good amount of the time, but there wasn’t much left for her out here, so we could understand.  AND, we did get some reading time in with Isa – and there were showers and such.  I think it was a pretty normal weekend, but next weekend when they are back, I’m going to recommend Isa put in reading time on both days since they are here for the majority of Saturdays.  Last time she got 50% of her book done – we coaxed her with popcorn and a comfy setting, so we’ll see this time if she can do 50% on each day and get a whole book read.  She’s reading stories about fairies J



The dogs always get along well.  They seemed to play as normal and then fall to sleep wherever.  We’d gotten so many pictures the week before, we didn’t capture too much this weekend, but they are adoring to watch!

We had left the “Talking About Medicines Month” Article in the blog so that’s not new, but it was interesting to get a heads up on doing the article.  We’re out of practice writing so it took the majority of the day.  We are really bad about editing and editing.  We read it over by taking turns and it seems like everyone has a problem with something, and then we let it sit and our minds refresh and then there’s more editing. 

I know that there was a good part telling who we were, but I think for this time period of our life it was natural.  All of our emphasis has been going to figuring out stuff on the mind map – and we want it to stand for our “job,” so we wanted to explain it well – and then pivot that the medicines we took helped us to be able to do something like that – even though it sounds like we take a lot of medicine.  We can’t keep up the work all the time, but when we are working it’s something we’re proud of.  We’ll go into that more in a few moments.

Ok, ok … here is the BIG NEWS!  Cari and Joe DELIVERED!!!!  Alexander Terry Garvey was born on October 12, 2014 at 8 pounds 3.5 ounces and 19.5” tall.  YAY!!!  Cari and Joe had a lot of responses when they announced on Facebook – in the hundreds!  We got a chance to see and hold the new baby on Wednesday.  Rich and us brought Chinese dinner over there and we held the baby while Cari was eating … I think the kids needed a good meal because the first night home was rough.  It takes a lot to settle in with a new baby in the house.  Just so grateful that everything is ok and my oh my is he not the most wonderful!


The rest of the time seems to be an effort on working through the Mind map as stated above.  We had an eagerness to get back into doing something with the Google search and we had several appointments with Dr. Marvin where it was included.  Basically, with all the steps we do getting it in Pinterest, Learnist and more, we are not able to keep up with the mind map which is our primary.  So Dr. Marvin got us to let go of some of the details to get something down.  He stated we could go back and do something with SOME of the data later.  I know he’s right, but the obsessiveness in us has a hard time letting it go.  I think also because when people have commented it has been through Pinterest or Learnist so we don’t want to let that go – or the fact that it pushes the subject of “Multiple News” up to the forefront from many directions on Google.  Life’s about balance, though and we’re trying.

With this in mind, we have actually made it through several days of entry.  We’re just going for the initial posting though s it goes under the section for Google where evertything we pick falls in a category, like this …



Just click on picture to expand.  There are a LOT of sub-categories under this, but we’re not tying it into the other part of our project directly yet.  Maybe we’ll do that after some of the bulk information is added all around, though that might take a while.  We talked to Dr. Marvin about it and told him we decided to try and pull back from some of the “getting things out there,” because our data banks are so large and so few of the issues are covered yet.

Getting information in there for Google though was a big deal, and we’re going to have to plan on time to get in EACH day’s information along with a couple steps into the past.  One of the things we decided was that the work is so intense that we can switch up so we’re doing different things in the map – and no one thing gets overwhelming.

Another area now being covered by the map – is Multiple and dissociative books through Amazon.  Here, we’ll show you how that one is working out.





The first picture breaks down the books we’re looking at by Category, and then the books are broken down by 5 year increments of time, and then each individual book has certain information – from Amazon on what the book is about with three separate links back to Amazon.  It’s really their business if someone wants to buy a book.  We just want people to find the books more easily.  AND, really important is that anything within the description area (white) can be resource able – so that if I want to look up countertransference – AND it’s a big enough deal to include in description of book we’ll have access to it there and from any other source we’re using.  I’m really happy with this section.  Through DID we found about 250 books – not all of which are really in that category, but close and then under MPD, we’ve got in another 200 books. 

We were going along thinking that was a pretty big deal and added more legitimacy to the project, and then we were telling that and something to Astraea – maybe that we’d gotten all her material in there, but anyway, we asked if she had any other references.  She showed us to one, which was like GREAT!  A Database.  Unfortunately, it was an older one from 1975-2005.  We will still sort through their books to find journals to link-up.

From there we found another site that lists free journals and that one has holes too, but we’re going to go through it … any resource is a good resource.

BUT THEN!!!  We rediscover PubMed.gov.  We hadn’t realized the government was putting out a data base – though it made perfectly good sense …. Why shouldn’t resources be made available to the public.  We’ve just started the first 60 articles (some not chosen) out of 3166. It means that there are about 64 pages (50 entries each page) that we’ll have to go through.  We’re only on page 2, but we told Dr. Marvin it is REALLY doable.  The abstracts we’re looking at are immediate – Oct 2014 TO 1969.  It’s WONDERFUL.

But, then Dr. Marvin asked us if we were going to use the one less medical, but still psychology – which was Psychnet/Psychinfo.  So he sent us a link that we looked at last night when we got home.  We discovered it is put out by APA (American Psychological Association) and that they make it available only to their members.  Because I don’t have a Masters or Doctors in psychology, nor am I an active student, I can’t get membership … they did say you could look at it through registering, but I couldn’t see how to register without becoming a member.  It did say if you registered you could do 24 hours of having the service for $11.95. 

We sent a note to Dr Marvin and asked if he could help, but that we knew it could be a matter of ethics if he can’t get me a list of abstracts.  We haven’t heard back from him yet.

Oh My this IS wonderful … we were checking the email and we found that we had a copy of Psychiatric Times … I don’t know which of us discovered this previously, but it was probably a lead from Dr. Marvin.  I just checked and they had 43 links to DID and then under DID they had articles from 2014 back to 1996, and there seems to be about 75 articles and they are complete!  WOOHOO!!! Another resource.  I’m sure there will be many more to add. 

The main reason we work through the mind map is that we want to have a resource that can be accessed by professional minds or just the regular common person and they can all look at what individuals who ARE Multiple are thinking and the regular thinking people can have an idea as to what the professional people are doing.  The resource in itself – especially for the professional is just pointing a finger back to the original jumping off point.  We’re just using abstracts or beginning paragraphs.  We don’t want to steal the material, we just want to be invited to the parade!  If you had something “wrong” with you, or maybe something “novel” about yourself, why should it be locked away where only a few privileged can sort through THEIR details.  They get their information from us Jane and John Doe, but we can’t see the results of the work? 

To me this is one of the most criminal acts in our currect day situation.  Keeping information from people to keep them uneducated, and then while we are going through the throws of it, this institution is deciding whether or not you are valid – meaning are we or are we not real.  It’s like either we’re Multiples or have very active imaginations.  We also know that if we don’t have the money or insurance to seek help, we can’t even get the attention of people who do believe in us.  Then they – meaning psychiatrists and therapists write about our stories and again get paid for “treating us” whether or not they believe there is validity.

We found that a lot while we were looking at APA yesterday.  We couldn’t find ANYTHING on Multiplicity – where it was even stated as that or DID in the Title or Abstract.  We found only 2 resources and the first TOP resource was from a guy named Nicholas P. Spanos PhD who wrote Multiple Identities and False Memories: A Sociocognitive Perspective (1996).  Why would a book from 1996 even be LISTED as their top resource, unless that’s about the time that APA discontinued an interest.  

This is an Overview of the book

Multiple personality—the mysterious capture of the body by alien, unseen personalities, or "alters"—is the stuff of courtroom drama and the basis of riveting accounts like Sybil. It's also a staple in horror movies, and that, according to Nicholas Spanos, is where it should stay.

In Multiple Identities and False Memories, Spanos, one of the world's leading experts in the study of hypnosis, delivers a blistering rebuttal to long-held assumptions about multiple personality disorder (MPD) or dissociative identity disorder (DID).

Written in a forceful, unapologetic style, and bolstered by a thorough examination of the relevant science, this book argues that MDP, or DID, is not a legitimate psychiatric disorder but a cultural construct, one with roots in earlier beliefs about demonic possession and upheld today by misguided psychotherapists and their patients.

Multiple Identities is a vivid, scholarly statement on a subject that fascinates psychology professionals, sociologists, cultural critics, and lay readers alike.

This softcover edition is a re-release of the 1996 hardcover edition. 


Back again …  APA states it has 59 results for DID, but this is their top 10

·         1.Multiple Identities and False Memories: A Sociocognitive Perspective
This book forcefully argues that multiple personality disorder, or dissociative identity disorder, is not a true psychiatric disorder, but a cultural construct.
Book/Monograph (August 2001)
·         2.Guidelines for Psychological Practice with Girls and Women
These guidelines address psychological practice with women and girls of diverse ethnicities, social classes, sexual orientations, and life experiences who have encountered changes in education, health, work, reproductive and caregiving roles, and personal relationships.
Guidelines (December 2007)
·         3.Glossary of Psychological Terms
A glossary giving definitions of common psychological terminology.
Web Page
·         4.Course Adoption Books on Personality and Social Psychology
Provides a list of APA books in the personality and social psychology subject area available for course adoption.
Web Page
·         5.Casebook of Clinical Hypnosis
Anyone who wishes to learn about clinical hypnosis and expand their repertoire of clinical interventions will have much to gain from the case explorations contained in this volume.
Book/Monograph (June 1996)
·         6.Sample Academic Calendars for High School Psychology Courses
The sample pacing calendars provide teachers with examples of actual calendars from other psychology teachers like advanced placement classes, international baccalaureate classes, and regular classes, and courses can be one semester or year-long, block or regular schedule.
Web Page
·         7.Popular Books on Psychology 
Listing of popular books on psychology, covering methods, biopsychological, developmental, cognitive, and individual and group psychology.
Web Page
·         8.Coalition to Protect Research: Vote No on Neugebauer
Continue to support the scientific review process and vote no on any amendment that seeks to rescind funding from peer-reviewed research.
Web Page
·         9.Self-Injury
Dr. Wendy Lader demonstrates her brief analytic approach to working with clients who purposefully injure themselves.
Video (September 2006)
·         10.Executive Summary: Report of the APA Task Force on Trafficking of Women and Girls
This report, developed by the Task Force on Trafficking of Women and Girls, is a review including definitions, nature, prevalence, psychological, physical and social effects.
Summary (January 2014)

There is nothing really ON Dissociative Identity Disorder

AHHH found a few more things … by typing in the word “dissociative” I get 120 listings and they seem to be a little better.  And, then typing in dissociation, we get 195 listings, but if we type in TRAUMA, we get 2851 listings, so that seems to be what the association is doing – This is all at the APA American PSCHOLOGICAL Association.  I think we’re going to have to do a lot more with trauma, then initially expected, but it doesn’t have to be done right away – just putting it on our to-do list.

Anyway in the meantime I thought to look over at APA as to American PSYCHIATRIC Association – notice the difference between “psychological” and “psychiatric.”  Haven’t spent a lot of time over there, but when we put in our DID sort preference we got out about 17 listings which were mostly defunct or either copies of syllabus or newsearch programs for either way early or up to 2012 for their official meetings – it comes off as 300 some page manuals as to presentations being made for psychiatry conferences.  THIS also though could be useful in that it seems like new research being done – and it’s in the form of a PDF so it can be used with our Adobe “Find” function.  There’s not a lot though being done.  More again though is being done in trauma.  I don’t think that is going to go badly for DID or dissociative symptoms, but obviously there is tons to learn.

I hadn’t caught before the new part where they are saying either dissociation – like a verb – or dissociative disorder (without the identity).  Then it’s more like dissociative fugue, or dissociative NOS (Not otherwise specified), dissociative amnesia, dissociative spectrum, dissociative reaction or dissociative symptoms.  So like DID is part of that, but more interest in the process … think they are backing off the heat as to DID which of course our main interest.

Oh Lord is there so much to do … there’s good information that can be gained from those sites … Hmm, one more …


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